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Bella Thorne Says She Was Molested Her ‘Entire Life’ In Poem

NEW YORK, NY - SEPTEMBER 17: Actress Bella Thorne attends Macy's Presents Fashion's Front Row during Spring 2016 New York Fashion Week at The Theater at Madison Square Garden on September 17, 2015 in New York City. (Photo by Mike Pont/WireImage)

Bella Thorne continues to get candid with the world.

Bella Thorne shared an emotional poem from her book, “The Life of a Wannabe Mogul,” in which she addressed her insecurities that stem from her dark childhood.

The actress said she’s “figuring” out her life as she fights the demons from her past, including being a victim of molestation.

“What is wrong with me?” she wrote, rhetorically wondering why she always needs “validation from everyone but mostly men.”

Admitting she feels like she “can’t accept” herself, she wrote, “For some reason in my head I’m just not f**king good enough.”

Continuing, she added: “Was it because I was molested my whole life. Exposed to sex at such a young age it’s all I know how to offer to the world… or is it because I was raised to think I wasn’t good enough.”

Concluding, she described what she had written was a “poem is about mommy and daddy and me and you.”

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What is wrong with me? Why do I always need Validation from everyone but mostly men… Everyone keeps telling me to be single, be alone, and make your self happy. But All those things sound so fucking scary to me. all I want is him. I want him to hold me, I want him to love me, I want him to tell me it's ok, I want him to look me in the eyes and let me know I'm accepted. Why? Because I can't accept myself. For some reason in my head I'm just not fucking good enough. Not good enough for him or Her or anyone else. And if it's not him I just look for the "next" him, or her Why can't I just look for the next me? Find me and accept me. Was it because I was molested my whole life. Exposed to sex at such a young age it's all I know how to offer to the world…or is it because I was raised to think I wasn't good enough. Not good enough for her or anything else. But it doesn't matter what happened to me.. What matters is whats happening to me right now. I can't blame my childhood, in fact I can't blame anyone for anything. All I can do is blame me. I blame me for not loving myself. I blame me for not thinking I'm attractive, I blame me for putting this on everyone around me. Expecting people to love me enough for me to love myself. But at the end of the day that will never happen. Because the only way to get to your end goal is to work through it. Not around or above or try and find a cheat code so you don't have to hurt as much. You have to hurt in this world. Hurting, loving, and accepting. That's what our emotional world lays on. Right now I only have one of those things. Can you guess what it is? Hurting. Right now I only hurt…but I'm not hurting for other people no I'm only hurting myself. By not loving me and by not accepting me. Usually these free handed writing bits..they have an end, but I don't have an end. I'm still figuring it out as always. So is that ok? Is it ok to know what your end goal Is but absolutely no way or idea how to achieve it. It's probably not but I can only start by accepting it. This poem is about mommy and daddy and me and you ❤️ #thelifeofawannabemogul

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Bella Thorne, who came out as pansexual earlier this year, is currently dating Benjamin Mascolo. She says she doesn’t blame her childhood or “anyone for anything.” Instead, she feels she has to blame herself and work through her issues.

This poem is something so many can relate to! Singer, Demi Lovato, left a comment saying “So inspiring dude. And never related more. So so beautiful. Thank you for your vulnerability angel 💗”

Do you relate to this poem? Let us know down below!

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